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I am not Good Enough . . .
Sunday, May 16, 2010 Y

I am not Good enough to be my son's mother..
I am not Good enough to be my parent's daughter..
I am not Good enough to be my sibling's Elder sister.
I am not Good enough to Trust humans..

I am a failure.. Really a failure in everything I guess..
I want to gives my son loves, and I am not trying hard enough to give him.. I owe my son too much for everything... Does he really has a cheerful childhood or I have pass my stress to towards my son?
I always lose my temper on him, I know it is not right but I simply cannot control myself..
What is so wrong in me??

I want to gives my parents, to less worry about my son and I.. But I think, I make them worry more than before.. It is because I lose my tempered towards them before.. In my heart I really feel bad.. VERY BAD... i feel extremely ashamed of myself..

I want to have nice talks / chatting with my younger siblings but we seldom talk heartily..
Why !! Why!! Why am I such a failure that I cannot cope things well..

My current job, I like my job.. Boss is nice but not the colleagues.. They are devils..
At first, I thought that was my issued of over sensitives but I know it wasn't me..
Because I try my best to get things done and solve but there are these 2 lady, back stab me ad want to lead me to out of job.. I trust them so much end up with they are more senior than me, Boss choose to believes what they had said rather than seeing I have actually trying to solve the problem..

Why they are not solving the problems and actually they are creating they problems in such a small company..?
Till now, I have yet thinking of leaving my company, main thing is I like this job.
Secondly, is I have to work harder than others as I need to take care of my son..
I have so much to spend on my son.. If you are a parents, you should know what I mean...

I wish my heart is strong enough to protect myself from the 2 devils.. and also I wish my family members are safe, happy and healthy!!!

I'm 100% Devoted To You






MY PROFILEY

Name: Richel
D.O.B: 07th Sept
Sales Administrator

DESIRESY

To be love by everyone (heehee)
Have a Happy Ending with Everything

The things i NEED in my life :
is not MONEY but LOVE
is not CARE & CONCERN but RESPECT from YOU!!!
I don't want you to give me JOY
But i want you to give me HAPPINESS.
I don't want you to see me SMILE
Coz i want you to hear my LAUGHTER.
I don't want you to CONSOLE me when i'm feeling down
I juz want you to CHEER me up instead.


*Nintendo DS Lite Coral Pink
*Titus Watch
*New Adidas Jacket
*Get my Certificate for Business Admin

GOSSIPSY



ESCAPESY

~*~Property Updates~*~
~*~Annie-Propnex~*~
~*~Benjamin~*~
~*~Elric~*~
~*~Eric CDQ~*~
~*~Jasmine~*~
~*~Pei Pei~*~
~*~Raiin~*~
~*~Chris Lokey~*~
~*~Melvin~*~
~*~Judy~*~
~*~Pearlyn~*~
~*~XiaXue~*~
~*~LaoZhaBo~*~
~*~Jack Neo~*~
~*~J Team~*~
~*~Nick Shen~*~
~*~Lin Xiang Ping~*~
~*~ald3signs~*~

HISTORYY

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October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
March 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
January 2010
April 2010
May 2010
September 2011
November 2011
June 2013

LOVESY

Bao Bei (My Son)
My Family Members




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